I haven’t written in almost three weeks.

I’ve written absolutely nothing in the past almost three weeks. It feels so wrong, but yet still, I’m at a loss for what to write.

The last three weeks have been an absolute mess. I can’t even go into detail as to exactly why it’s been so messy as I’m still unable to formulate coherent thoughts on the events. I honestly don’t even have a rough idea of how I can explain it to anyone, nor do I have the slightest clue as to what I even started writing this post for other than the fact that I haven’t in a while.

It’s not even just been blog posts I have written. I literally have not written anything even on scraps of paper that forms any kind of coherent (or incoherent) thought process or feelings. Right now, I’m curled up on my couch in the living room, with my beautiful Mum on the next couch over, holding myself and typing single-handedly as though by holding myself I may be able to contain my mess of emotions.

Not much has worked so far, so I’ve been browsing across Youtube, and I stumbled my way back to the plethora of Disney songs and found this one which has me feeling somewhat inspired, even momentarily.


Blank Space – Imagine Dragons

I bloody love Imagine Dragons. I love Taylor Swift. This is incredible!


I still fall on my face sometimes…

Jessie J. This song is a masterpiece. I absolutely adore Jessie. I think she is such a strong, powerful female and the industry is lucky to have someone like her. Many of her songs have been wonderful girl-power anthems and get me pumped up and ready to take on the world. This is just one of those songs, but probably the one that I feel relates to me most strongly at this point in my life.

Thank you Jessie.


Out in the blue is where I’ve been….


FourFiveSeconds from wildin’

I’m just going to say it now. I’m a huge fan of Rihanna. I’ve never liked Kanye except for Stronger. This song is incredible. I’m not entirely sure what it is about the song, maybe it’s simply Rihanna’s voice and the power in it, but this song is one I haven’t been able to stop listening too since I first heard it. It’s just fabulous.


I don’t want to hate, but love doesn’t get me through…

Is it too much to ask that real love could find me?
I won’t get stung? I’ll find the one….